__________pesscarnival

it's over. all over. sad. looked forward to it, but now, in a flash, it is gone. pess carnival 2004 has ended. anuder year of waiting.

friday::after iap, i stayed back aft sch to shoot, and partly to wait for vanessa to finish stringE. yuppx. jus shoot and shoot and shoot lor. left sch at arnd 6. was very tired. that night, i talked to laoshi. i dint noe whether i shud take up the challenge or not. then smth she said made me do that. "give it ur best and have no regrets". it may have been short, but it certainly was sweet. it made me think again. that very moment, i decided to take up that challenge. i arranged a shooters trng wif dorea and nad.

sat::woke up at 9, cabbed down to sch. started shooting almost immediately. practised some tactics wif nad and dorea. dorea left at 12, while nad got a terrible migraine. she left at arnd 1. sadly. i continued to shoot frm 1-2. then zid came. she's such a great fren. ask her to cme, then she reallie cme. bathed in sch, then left at arnd 3 and headed to banquet to makan. zid left at 4, while i went to church. nothing much happened. went home. at night, i had nightmares abt nball. was super freaky.

sunday::PESS day. i woke up late. wat a great start. rushed to tkg in a cab. met everyone thr. on the bus, we crapped abt miss yeo. bonded wif the sec 3s. or at least, tried to. reached nie jurong and the first person i saw (non-tkgian) was sandra frm tct. lolx. pioneer sec. registered, and made our way up to the MPH. was so happy to see the swimming pool, and the HUGE hockey pitch. games this year sucked though. got our fixtures. first game was vs damai! i nearly cried lor!.. i was nervous. was gg to cry oredi. so scared. legs were like jelly when i was standing behind the transverse line. in the end, we beat damai 10-1. i tink we were lucky to meet the 'weaker' team. that boosted the whole team's morale. my shooting paid off too. was so so happy. won the nxt two games. then, our game that decided-whether-we'd-make-it-anot. we drew wif TWS. 6-6. i cried aft the game. i was so disappointed wif myself. there was this shot under the pole, but i dint put it in!! haish. ))= i played super hard for the last game though we definitely were gg to win. 13-0. i fought very hard, could not afford to waste anytime. when i came out of court, noraidah was like, 'rach! u're like this, woman full of charge on court. well done rach!' was so pleased. in the end, we still dint make it. lost to TWS in terms of goal diff. 31-14. sadly. haish. one goal would have made the diff. oh wells. like wat noraidah said, netball is a team game. dont put all the pressure on urself. had a good laugh wif disha at the pitch. was so so funny. she's damn joker lor. hope she trains more often. can laugh more. hehx. im so glad i took up this challenge, and i reallie have NO regrets.

life, without challenges would be boring, and there would be no meaning to live. and cos of this, i reallie welcome challenges. (not bets) i will take up every challenge that i can. this way, my life will be more colorful.



i noe [you] will be proud of me. btw, [your] voice is damn sexy can? lolx. (= love it!! i hope [you]'ll always be by my side, constantly giving me advice and the strength to carry on. i love [you] forever. *hugs*